2Victoria florentin

i left school early because of arnold, haha. i cant help it! i luff my older cousin ^__^ he came here at eleven or so, and i went home early to finish my laundry since my work shirt is dirty. i think were getting some boba then ill be going to work. i hope we do something fun tonight >=l

im on my waaaaay~

today was very confusing, i thought i was going to the mall, min was going to follow me to my moms work, do this and that but we just ended up going to the gold coast buffet with daren/daron? yep. haha, sorry. mins sister and her boyfriend was there too, and from there we went to pc bong and played cs for a while, i suuuck! =( i printed out neils paper and now im finally home.

min has xanga! haha, thats all id like to state. i already updated him on my link n stuff so go for it guys! itll be fuun.

anyways, sorry this is a short entry, im tired. then work tomorrow from three till nine. arnolds going to be here in.. nine hours? wooo, ok have a good weekend everyone. laaaters ::waves::

i talked to min before i went to sleep, i was up till one and he was being silly again. there might be a chance of him not going to unity but well see later on. today i drove to school and i picked up neil and went to starbucks, dropped chanelle off and went to the mall to say hi to min. sabrina kinda pranked on james and min so that was crazy laughing =) sorry min! i wanted james to answer. anyway i left to get mom, then went to target and got more shampoo, weee! got home and dad came, then went to church at seven since its ash wednesday, saw myhanh and alfonzo there. its was veeewy crowded today.

got home and been online since. i just smeared the ash on my forehead when i was rubbing my eyes. haha, smarty pants. i gave up candy, pop and im planning on being more faithful to my parents. i dont like hiding things from them anymore. i was thinking about holding back on the meat but im scared. thats what arnolds giving up... wheeew, crazy!

mins off tomorrow and im suppose to cash my check and get my id so ill see how things go, catch you back in around twenty-four hours! :sniff:

i was about to fall asleep but mom called me down to pray. we prayed, i went back upstairs for a little and talked to arnold, but between that my parents called me down. they started talking about the whole responsibility thing again and starting tomorrow ill be picking up my mom and brother. being the damn good parents they are they started to make me cry, they told me how theyre trying to change and being more leniant with me than how they were with my sister. aah then we go to my sister again, i cried forever. i cant hold it in for some reason when im with my parents. they want me to be more open but how can i explain to them how i feel about all of the crap that happened? one after another tissue filled with my tears and damn boogers. haha, shit when we were all done i had a huge hand full of used up tissues. then tomorrow is lent. i need to give up something but i dont know what. id say lying to my parents but that makes it look like i lie to them all the time, which i dont do often. eeeh its more like being more open with my parents i guess? thats what ill do. be more comfortable with them during and after lent. i dont know how my parents do that to me, they lecture and find out the tiny things that i do and make it seem as if its the worst. and it makes me feel so stupid for doing something that small. they dont mind much anymore, as long as im honest. =) i felt so dumb whenever id see my dad. he stresses so much and maybe thats why everyone feels scared or intimidated when they (they as in most of the guys who have met my dad) meet or see him. when my mom was saying how he was strict on her im sure he was thinking it had something to do with the relationship they had. my sister and dad didnt communicate and didnt understand each other. i reeeeaally want my dad to be happy, i rarely see him smile and it makes me cry more knowing that hes always like that, always rushing, always worrying. uuuugh and i hate crying for my family. i hate crying, i hate being sick, i hate my sister not being here. i need to stop now.

i shouldnt do anymore of this not going to school thing cause when i actually dont feel good my parents find out and get mad at me for ditching. its not like i ditched a million times anyways! its just been like once for a while day and did something other than the senior ditch days. how lame! thats me getting in trouble for the weirdest things. i had this lecture of about twenty minutes about my future, skipping classes, being resposible, working at a young age, aaah. that was my stupid for not keeping the line busy but it doesnt matter, i have my green tea and stuffy nose but theyd find out sooner or later why i left school right? wonderful.

so before all that shit happened i woke up around six due to lack of air. i couldnt breathe. with a messed up throat and a stuff nose its a little harder to breathe. chanelle said i was talking like a robot today. errr i wouldnt have this attitude if i werent sick and i wouldnt hate school even more than before if it werent for me getting a cold. =( i left during lunch and maynard got me to go back because of mrs hansens bitch ass telling me how its my responsiblity to take pictures of the jv softball team and if i didnt ditch yesterday it wouldve been done with. psssh and its her responsibility to make sure everyone in yearbook isnt slacking off when the year is almost up! haha, damn told her :P compare ME to every other person in yearbook? pleeeease. its just bad timing being stuck with a cold and unfortunately getting caught twice by my parents for ditching for the second senior ditch day, and getting sick the next day. BACK to the subject rani and sabrina were there after school and they were cool enough to take my pictures for me, so i went to my english credit thing to get that done with.. hope i got farther with that thing and it mightve saved it from the last time i went. weeee (=

uuum i think i should sleep early tonight, i dont want my parents lecturing me anymore and plus my eyes have been watery on and off today. tomorrows wednesday, whew! this school year needs to be over with, la la laaaaa.

-by the way, only three months left till my birthday and a day after is when high school is out! also maynards birthday, hehe.

thighs still hurt, but thats a good thing! that means itll be stronger for this saturday, muhahaha.

supposedly today was the second senior ditch day so i went with min to eat breakfast at dennys, then stopped by my house to watch some of my old home videos. after we went to mins house to drop off the car and i stayed there for the rest of the day until two.* i got home, updated my aa and subprofile then rachel came online and soon after we ended up going to volcano tea and pho. i got home at around eight and for some weird reason i had a feeling the school called my house. bastards! my parents found out i wasnt at school and asked if there were any other days when seniors didnt have to go to school and i said no. friday i want to chill with rachel though, eeek! =X nyak nyak.

so while neil was on the computer i did some crunches, something i havent done in a loooooong while. whew! first my thighs and now my stomache is hurting, yess. haha (;

› ›› OMG guess who I saw at the Palms at like, 3am!? .. CHRIS WEBER AND VLADE DIVAK from the Kings! Crazy eh?
-thats kirstis profile from today, i forgot i saw some famous bball guys this morning, haha. woopsie! :P

yesterday i made it to work just on time, saw jason driving by me and he went by wendys to get some food. work was fine, i got off at nine (oh snap someones flowing! haha, lame) and from there i went with min to get himself ready for unity and i went by my house to get my tank top. i unded up using my sisters id and it worked! the club was weird at first since we were there so early ubt by the end of the night it was soooooooo fun. i went with rachel grace kirsti and min, jason met us up later and kirstis pci pals were there. i saw elijah and boat, kirstis friends jessica and leila, heard bailey was there too 0__o interesting. well the club was freakin tight and we got a little buzzed thanks to kirstis brother, haha. stuff happened between the time we were there with min and myself but its all freezy, we fixed the tiny problem and the rest of the night was great. we left there around two or three? headed to palms to eat breakfast and from there everyone was dead tired. grace introduced us to this logan dood whos a dancer at the palms, hehe.. crazy! anyways grace left before the food came and min took the rest of us home. what a sweetie (= i got home at five and fell straight into bed.

this morning kirsti and i had to open so i was up since eight forty-ish. i stood up and my goodness, i thought i was going to fall to the ground. my thighs were killing me! and they still hurt from the way i was dancing last night =( haha, i was on the floor twice whe i was dancing with grace and rachel, it was sooo crazy. the attention we brought with them black doods were nuts! min got mad but it was kinda funny cause all the guys that saw were just talking and looking. muhahaha those losers. i cant wait until next weekend, wooo! club unity is rockin it (minus the disgusting guys that tried to dance with the filipina diva gals, haha).

so back to today, my dad dropped us off and the day went by a little fast, and a bit busy. kirsti and i put in the stupid stuff in wrong for he printing machine, haha. woops! we both hate the darn machines. blaah, we got off work at five but i stayed and worked another hour since min was taking me home. he came by my house for a little since hes never been in my house (weird knowing that he use to walk me home almost every day a year ago! :cough: haha) and i showed him my little photomania box and all the things i save... i told you i save a lot of things! hehe. so min left and my parents came home. from there we went to gardunos and id saaay i got ohme almost forty minutes ago. im so freakin tired! and i dont think anyones ditching tomorrow so whatever, ill just be spending time with my crazy boyfriend. .. my back and throat hurts. always remember that three hours of sleep isnt good at all! =9 laters~

*aaah, just wanted to ask some of you to help and pray with me for those who have passed away. i know we wont forget them but praying can always help =) i dont mean to sound dumb but i think it was thursday when fred rogers died, from mr rogers neighborhood at the age of 74. today arnold just told me that his close friends mother passed away today. i didnt know clint that well or his mom but i know that clint is a good friend of arnolds, and no matter if ive met a person or not im always praying for everybody. sorry if im sounding stupid but i just wanted to mention all that. whew...