Saturday, January 25, 2003
just got home from taking the SATs. ha! funny test. jay called me up last night and i took the test with him. yeeeep it dragged, but im glad its over with. im off to make my hair wavy and gather whatever else i need for later on today =) ieeeeee! shakira, lol.
Friday, January 24, 2003
today i had the wooorst tummy ache =/ right when i got to work my tummy started to hurt. i took a midol and tylenol. i became a little jumpy and giggly at the end of the night though. at one point i was feeling this weird nervous, at the point of crying but it didnt really happen. why? no idea. actually i do but you guys cant read it. haha! diana took pictures with minh and they turned out real cute!! awww. tee hee.
school was fine, i have math homework and tomorrow i have my SAT test, finally. right after school i went home, then went to work. i went to lenscrafters and now i have to get a refund since they dont make my model glasses anymore. i was planning on getting them tomorrow since the shakira concert is tomorrow night. what should i wear? i dont have any latina-ness type clothing. since min told me the seats are a bit far itd be nice if i have glasses.
i saw the pictures from toys r us last sunday, they came out ok.. min made a copy of april jason n me. stalker! haha, just kidding. 0__o little odd when he put the picture under his shirt though. anyway! tomorrows going to be a weird day, so ill see how it goes. ill blog before i leave in the morning cause im sure i wont be home by midnight tomorrow. gator says lator! (:
Thursday, January 23, 2003
i dont really like blogging anymore. i cant say what i really want to about whats going on, its almost like im telling a lie to the people who read this. its not really a lie, its just that im not as specific as i would usually be.
siiigh. i AM keeping my resolution this year. its so hard to not stress over the tiny things in life. they dont matter to me... or do they? =( i hate blogging. look at this drama queen, haha. pathetic.
hey! we have new computers in word processing! theyre nice n whiiiite ;] theyre the new eMacs. the only reason why id get a mac is because its cOoL looking.
i fell asleep at eight and woke up at eleven. nobody called me =( haha. laame! time to listen in class so ill be back later.
(840ish) this computers freakin tight =) we have some music on here already and this semester itll be mostly typing so we can bring in our headphones ^__- yaa! it has that weird trippy visual on it too, ha! sweeeeeetness.
Wednesday, January 22, 2003
last night i sort of fell asleep and min called me up around eleven/midnight, we talked things out so everythings set. neener neener =) fell asleep around two? something like that.
today my alarm went off at six forty. started to move around at seven and abbie jen sharlene were already in front of my house, so i made my hair wavy and we headed to get chanelle. from there we dropped of sharlenes car and went to the gold coast buffet. ate there till nine, sharlene was making that crazy ass chubaka noise and all these old people were looking at us. we left to circus circus and waited there until everything opened at eleven.
i lost my nice silver clip on chaos and on that freakin other ride i lost my sunglasses. dangit! arrrg. i always lose my sunglasses 8( anyway, we rode everything twice (except the freakin bumper cars.. chanelle! haha) jen won all these darn stuffed animals and abbie was complaining about her always winning, it was fun. going to and from the strip we were yelling or waving at people, it was too fun. we were suppose to go to meadows and take pictures but the chicks were being lame. i think the only reason why i wanted to go there was to see the picures that got developed yesterday. ::cough:: hahaha, just kidding. instead of going to meadows we just ordered pizza at papa johns and watched goldmember at my house. on the way to my house jen stopped and backed up the car and we started tlaking to this 'cute freshman' made short conversation saying he was cute and how empty it was at chool today, hahaha. aww!
they just left about twenty minutes ago so right now im just waiting to see if i can go out one more time. -_____^ wooooo, sexay! i think my parents are taking a nap so i better go before they get mad, haha. just kidding. i wont be out for too long. maybe tea planet or something? ill see.
Tuesday, January 21, 2003
work was fine yesterday, key club came by but didnt take any pictures (they took them the day before). mom n neil finally got ice age and i was stuck at work till nine-thirty since dad decided to leave the house at nine, when kirsti and hector were leaving.
came home and talked to arnold about what i was thinking about, then i got a bit tense n just wanted to sleep. which i did. haha, it was about eleven and this morning i got up around ten thirty/forty? from there i havent done much. just scanned some pictures from the eleventh and converted them, put them up on imagestation. again, if you wanted to see them let me know or ill give you my password.
i took a shower and went to olive garden with neil and my parents and here i am. now i must praay! =) hope everything works out tonight for senior ditch day and... other stuff. :)
Monday, January 20, 2003
You Are Hipster Panties Modern, sleek, and comfy. Sexy, but not trashy!
;] just wanted to add this in before i left for work. haha, i love hipsters babay! ive noticed that when i wear butt floss i tend to have bad days. thats not all the time, but most of the time. haha, sucks for me! hmm. yes. i shall have more ranting when i get home!
::crosses fingers:: LOL. hi arnold, moo! =( haha, err.
happy martin luther to you wonderfuls. have a greaat day -____^
i feel like such a bum now. i havent been thinking or saying the things i want in this darn blog or saying anything outloud for that matter.
today i tried to make my hair wavy but that sucked, went to starbucks for the meeting, arcade, toys r us (took pictures of jason april and peter) albertsons/wells fargo, got pictures developed at ritz from friday. uuuuh from there my day kinda sucked. on and off during the day i seemed tired, frustrated with work, i dont know. it was a weird day. i think i took things too personal and i got really scared especially at work since we just had that meeting and i started to fuck up. when i was on my break i was thinking and i told peter how the freakin boulevard took part of my jumpy happy soul for work. it was depressing. i think at times today my eyes got watery. wtf is that about? =/ days like these where i get so confused.... are the days i try to eliminate for this year as a resolution. i hate those days. after work i went to peters place with min but, gooosh the way my emotions would go on and off about the stupidest things got on my nerves. i tried not to think the way i did but things didnt work out. at one point i felt normal, but then it got a little boring since i was playing around with peters dog. :P left the house at eleven something and ate at the noodle place by tea planet.
by the time i wasnt thinking too much about anything was when i was starting to get tired. id daydream and suddenly im in one of those twenty-second naps in the car. eh.. im not sure what to say, i think the printer at work killed my day. damn shit! hehe.
work again tomorrow, not sure how im getting there since my parents are working early. hMm! ooh i know, forget it. ill tell my dad to get me during his break since he likes being the driver, ha. sucks. seven hour shift then whatever else. no work til friday. yeaaaaaaa. ::eyes are starting to close:: T___x i should go soon, raa. boring boring.
you know what. i really dont like over hearing conversations. especially something im not suppose to know about. at times i get tempted but thats crap man, err! i just dont like that feeling when i know i shouldnt be listening. i go someplace else or make some noise somewhere. uuuuuugh >=/ why am i doing this to myself.
Sunday, January 19, 2003
friday: english final, stayed at school to finish yearbook spreads. got nails done with chanelle (bumped into nicole and sybrina), ate chinese. worked, karaoke with kirsti steven, his little brother and friend, hector, susy, peter, min. went bowling at suncoast, came home at three-ish.
saturday: hector woke me up at eleven forty-five, shower, work at boulevard. i must say if i were at boulevard id quit. working there seems so boring, the atmosphere isnt as great at meadows. i love you guyses! meadows is the greatest. anyway, after peter picked up susy and me to watch national security at the palms, kirsti sara min were suppose to meet up but things didnt work out. after the movie we picked up min and unfortunately he went to see the movie and got a refund since he couldnt find us. ate at terribles on flamingo.
i got home about ten minutes ago. gossip is so funny when you get older. that feeling is so silly but i dont know why the hell im still going along with it. id rather be more straight forward, but the feelings are weird. when im by myself i think of what to say and when the time comes nothing comes out. i feel as if all the things i feel arent quite there yet. does that make sense?? blah.
meeting today in another six hours. work till six. i need sleep, and i need to stop being so damn undecisive. ::slap slap::