2Victoria florentin

five months baby, five months from today and i will become.. what rachel says, "legalized." haha, not completely but hey! its a start =) whew! we be clubbin! hehe.

eric ho called me up at seven in the morning. i called him when i got to the dentist n he said he wanted to come by and kick my ass. what the heck? stupid jerk, haha. yea but he left around five this afternoon. after the dentist i ate at the east star buffet again. my ass is getting fat! ;P uuh, after i tried to look for shoes at boulevard but that didnt work out. then i went to best buy and i didnt find anything there either. i ended up wanting to buy cds rather than my recorder. the line was too long so that was good, id rather buy my cds at target with their thirteen eighty-eight stuff. anyway i went to st joes for church, came home and cleaned up for a little before they took back saint fatima, and here i am. i called up stephanie but i found out she just got grounded for geting coffee.. chick!! you shouldve just waited for me you turkey. its all good though, when those two weeks pass starbucks we shall get!

at this very moment im waiting for veronica to call me back to see if im going to santa fe to go ice skating for her early birthday. la la laaa, tomorrow i work so i guess tonight is my real night out before school stats up again. ill figure something out, no fear! homecoming queen is herrrre. haha, ok im done 8)

well! i DiD end up going out last night, hehehe. ::sigh:: not the way i wanted to go out but it turned out fun anyways. peter called me up at midnight when i was about to go to bed and from there we went to suncoast with jason. just us three chillin, talking about ::COUGH:: LOL... funny shit, from ex girlfrends =P to school dances/clubbing. peter got fuuuucked up. pardon my jamaican [haha, you like that dont you?] but peter was too loud when we were bowling. i made two strikes in a row and peter claimed that at every strike id dance for him. isnt that stupid? jason was trying to be mature about it n not have fun, he was like "come on dana, what is he going to do? hes fucked up!" hahaha. i had ten seconds to dance but i kept on slacking off.. peter kept on yelling out "alright ladies and gentlemen! watch this gal daance!" he wa so fucked up and red =)) i get so shy when people force me to dance! after i danced my ten seconds i got more comfortable, it was fun. we bumped into joy on the way to the bowling alley, it was funny. peter and jason get on each others ass so bad. theyre cool for older guys. haha, woops. i meant boss and head manager.

we bowled a little over an hour. peter drank three buttery nipples [oh, and like a forth of mine], half of the adios amingo [jason finished the rest of it] and my purple hooter. dood purple hooters taste like freakin grape medicine, err. jason had three beers, disgusting. uuh, i had two pineapple malibus and that buttery nipple. tastes like coffee ;D the adios tastes pretty good too but i dont understand how peter said he got messed up off of that, it took like maybe twenty minutes to drink half of it n jason drank the rest in less than a minute. hehe.. anywaaay! after we bowled we had steak n eggs. peter won us dinner, haha. the waitress was telling him to settle down or security would handle him. how crazy is that? he was throwing creamers all over our table n playing with coins, it was weird. on the way home jason pulled over and peter started yelling out all the food he was throwing up, hahahaha. ooh man peters a dork when hes fucked up. he didnt come to work today either, that nerd.

today i woke up at eleven, hit snooze until noon. i started work at one, got wendys before that. work was hectic today, lots of mistakes me n dae accidentally mixed up backgrounds n around seven the printer broke down. dae told me how someone we both know of did things that are bad. baad bad bad. it made me feel so akward and to think that girls do/did things at such a young age. it gives them a bad rep sometimes =/ arg. any-hoot the split second i switched positions to print i was planning on finishing one more package before i went on break but i didnt since dae insisted, and when i came back from break nothing was done. paper got jammed in the machine. we ended up giving eveyrone a choice of free poses, five by sevens, or a keychain. blah. oh min came by, he got a haircut [so did neil, finally!!], and stopped by for a minute or so with vince n jenny. i found out hectors going to quit. hes starting to hate the job, but then again he works two jobs and hes always seemed kinda busy. hmm. he came by at the end of the night to take pictures with his girlfriend. oh! and this chick came by that goes to durango, she said once in a while she chills with the bakla boys but ive never see her around there. i forgot her name already. err, woops!

what else do i have to say? .... i have two more days of winter break left and i havent really had a good or exciting time yet. sad sad sad. oh well! all i have to say is that i really need to buy my glasses and contacts, then two other pairs of shoes! the end. hehe ^___-

hmm.. why do i keep on thinking today is the third?

woke up on time today, thanks to my alarm clock (= that was around eleven, ate some pansit for brunch n watched tv for a little bit. from there i went to work. today was weird, my scheduling seems weird, the day went slow but in the end there was a tiny rush, everything was funky. i ended up getting three-hundred nine, eighty-seven cents on my paycheck over break. thats probably the most ill ever get since im a weekend worker. boo! anyway, peter said he was going to call me up after jeff him n min play cs at webjoy. after that ill hopefully go bowling with them ::wink wink:: and whatever from there. i feel like crap so im going to shower. squeaky squeaky cleaaan.

(btw, peter got new white shoes at journeys. haha)

happy 2003! whats your resolution??

this year im planning on being more true to myself, i cant stress as much as i did last year. too much bullshit and i didnt say things when i shouldve. i cant take things for granted, i need to try new things and meet new people. last year i happened to kiss someone at midnight, and made a resolution to not make any resolutions, and im sure most of you know what happened to me last year. haha, dangit!

today im cleaning up my house, rearranging some stuff in my room and taking down some old pictures, putting up new ones with.. more of a meaning to me i guess? eh. =P lots of things to do today but i dont have much time since we have more company coming tonight to pray for my sister. more filipino food! err, and another thing; i need to start working out. i need to stay in shape. last year i lost and gained some, it was really weird. anyway!! im probably going to clear out the garage a little, finish my laundry, cash my check, buy some white roses, and hopefully go to the mall to buy my stuff for the new year. tee hee :)) this year is going to be so exciting. i feel almost like a new person. i need to support myself and be strong since i dont have the two people i ... love and was with most of the time last year arent around anymore. sucks for me! thats life for me, i need to grow up n not think about stuff like that anymore. they both have their things to do so ill let them be. i dont want to shed anymore tears for them, my hearts strong. i know this years going to be a good one.

wooo almost nine! haha. i dont have much to say. i woke up at three this afternoon and i ate cereal for lunch. hmm, im not too sure what im doing tonight either since my mommy isnt coming home on time since the director nurse chick quit. what a loser! dick clark is already on and i guess i should shower.

2003 is my final year in high school, my chance to go out and start a new life in this thing called college. a new year without my sister and without a boyfriend. it seems ironic but i know i can get through it, i have to, i have no choice. im wishing everyone a great year, with many ups and downs to go through. live life to the fullest, be safe and ill blog next year =) laaaater.

mother fucker. i just typed out all this shit about how i love how today was.

i did my laundry, danced around my room in the afternoon to save ferris, my burned xmas cd, michelle branch, bbmak, pokemon. i cleaned my jeans and fixed my sisters room since were planning on rearranging it. i showered and rachel came over n we ate pizza that my dad brought home. rachel n me went to my room n i showed her some stupid shit that i read this morning, haha. stuuuupid corny shit! ::cough:: hehe. after that we gave each other them asian trading cards [bka pHoToMaNiA pics! muahaha] after that we went off to volcano tea at nine.

i talked to rachel and she made me realize how really patient i am when it comes to boys and how freakin dope she is. rachel youre the greatest. when i got home from volcano i was sitting on my floor looking into my mirror. i didnt bother to put any makeup on before we left but usually i do now, and i was thinking... gosh. i look fine without makeup. ive never really been a big fan of putting on makeup as a daily thing but i get intimidated at work and school. its like something i have to do so that im like the other girls you know? but at volcano and last night, earlier today rachel was just saying so many things i understood, its incredible knowing that i seriously understand what shes saying. im not being lesbian but damn, she makes me think more positive about the things in life about myself. i feel sooo true, pretty and independent when we talk. i cant wait until we have that girls day/night! its gona be off the crispy xD

eeh, it feels as if im typing out a letter to rachel! sorry guys, i know sometimes other people read this so ill quit here. have a super duper new years eve! [poor me i have nobody to kiss tomorrow! oh well, thats my bad. haha, saaaall good in danas hood!] i DO kind of have someone in mind wink² [haha, only two people know! ooh yea babay]

i am 67% pure. take the quiz haha.

boy oh boy. yesterday was sunday. didnt seem like it. i came to work and brought some pretzels, and i knew april was going to eat most of them so i started eating faster, and min was printing and he asked someone to rewind the photo paper for him, and i took a last look at my twenty pack of pretzel sticks before i knocked over food onto the floor. haha. min bought more pretzels so that was cool, i ended up getting those cinistix, however you spell it. work was ok, i havent seen kirsti n jeff wasnt working yesterday. i started to pose, and since it was still kinda slow for me in the morning i made myself look stupid cause i couldnt think of any poses for two girls. haha, duuh! blah. jason made the schdule for the next two weeks and darnit! i only have forty-one hours. im back to my part-time weekend schedule. gross. i dont like going to normal and going to school. ill be getting half as much as ill be getting on wednesday. my mom is changing her schedule so ill probably be picking her up from work and maybe even driving to work by myself. haha. enough about work!

that sucks. that was basically my day though.. i curled my hair yesterday but nobody noticed =( i curled the ends and i tried to look different. i hte going to work and putting it up in that messy ponytail. i feel like cutting it but i know ill regret it. i dont want to color my hair either so im screwed. nothing to do with my hair. boo hoo.

sooo seriously OFF the topic of work, i went to pick up my mommy after my dad got me from work, then chilled at home and went online. the couple brought the statue of saint fatima again, since my sisters fortieth day anniversary after her death is on new years. ironic. that was about nine, prayed for about an hour then i went back up here, rachel called me so i talked to her for about two hours. haha, its cool how we talk. we dont keep in touch daily, but when we do it seems like we get everything out at once. its great =) i miss hanging out at her house and drinking that tampico orange stuff her dad likes, hahaha. aaanyway! today were planning on hanging out. doesnt matter what we do, itll be fun. i wanted to get some shoes sometime before i work again on thursday but ill see, i need ot get a journal and scrap book too to start off next year. itll be a really challenging year in 2003. scary going off to college and seeing all my friends in chicago when they graduate. itll be great. its like i cant wait, but im scared. life is scary.

talking to rachel, ask her what i have to say! haha. im getting hungry, im off tomorrow. ill blog more later. good night ^__^